Wish to be a dog.

i. 

So sick of being afraid.

So scared of being afraid of everything.

Literally, everything.

ii.

Being open and get influenced easily is two different things.

How sad is it for me who can realize this but is the latter.

iii.

爱情是个矛盾。

想要他开心

却发现他开心的原因不是你

而不开心，然后彼此都不开心。

iv.

发现自己只是个没思想的人

或者    一个有情感的机器人

v.

How do I become the person I am now.

When I was full of commitments and dreams.

When I knew where was I actually going.

But is now a lost walking dead.

vi. 

I won't hope you to know what's on my mind,

but i wish you could know how I feel now,

and maybe then you will understand why am I such a handful.