starboy

People I love the most,

give the least shit about what I actually want.

So what if you want me to be good,

it will never be good if it is not what I want.

Conditional

Too bad.

It's not unconditional love.

I am a paranoid.

Everyone got hurt by me.

But I still think I am the one who got hurt the most.

I am awful.

a n x i e t y

偷偷告诉你

我其实也希望是我是个漂亮的女孩

我也希望被攀比的时候我能不被比下去

其实你也知道这些

这不是秘密

只不过我们都选择忽略这个事实

每个人都希望自己是美丽的人类的事实

被拿来当攀比的工具18年

没有一次能不被比下去

This actually feels good.

To have anxiety actually feels good.

I hope you feel good when you are anxious too,

so that may be why you want to make me feel anxious too.

可悲的是

我也是选择忽略事实的人类。

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