紛らわしい

Sort of regret because I was so long to be mature 

And so long to not be care

Not to give shits 

Without even trying

I guess I did it

Nothing really do matters to me

I could give up on exam so easily

Don't even feel sad when people ignore me

Not even a little bit

I don't know whether myself 2 years ago will be proud of me

But me right now, not at all.

Everything is just so temporarily

Sadness is temporary

Happiness is not permanent

Hate can end in just 1 seconds

and Love is even more fragile.

So don't know who to trust

Don't know who trust me

Don't know who care

Don't know who tell truth

Don't know who love me

So so so so so sad

So so so so giving up

So so so feel like leaving

but leave where

wherever u go u still here

u still torturing yourself

why dont u just disappear

But

The world is so beautiful.

and so sad.

desaliento

是不是性格变了

友情也就不长久了

無気力

getaway.

people ask me why am I always joinng camps

I answer

To have a better lifestyle, to be more active, to know more friends

But the truth is

I hate here and disgusted with everything here 

No matter how hard I try

I still have to come back here

I'm still a kid.

True.

I wonder why I feel spiritless when there is no-one in heart.

混沌とした時代

“这个世界那么乱，你怎么能保证下一秒会发生什么事。”

只要有人类在

便一刻不得安宁。

世界一直在变

我们的心也都在变

合则来，不合则去

本来就是世间法则

helemaal triest

Now tell me

How am I suppose to be happy

when I don't even know when are we going to meet again

I am young but not dumb

I know we barely have chance to meet